first time mailers

long time streamers

christmas was refunded to me

baah humbug

lets fly away for the winter

and never come back to the same place twice

i cant wait

i cant, i cant

wake up with me

wrapped up in blankets

i'll never never never never

never understand

i always wanted to love you more

come back, so i can love you more

i like my women served with dignity

id like you to serve me differently

its time to retire

no more games please

serve it up to me raw

i dont want sugar

somewhere between it all

none of it makes sense

dont fall

im freezing without you

fade away

like everything else

punch me in the face

then forget me

i wish you never met me.

i wish you never met her.

there is a time to play

and a time to play harder

my whole life

is like decay

in between your pages

all i get is nothing

over-saturated photos

de-saturated memories

i've always known how to self destruct

apparently you do too

in between the lines, i get a head ache;

i can't stop re-reading and over-analyzing.